I feel so, completely stupid. Why on earth should I trust anyone, really. You just get disappointed in the end.

Gullible, gullible me...I should go back to not trusting anyone. At least I don't get hurt that way. I'm so tired, so tired of this.

I'm a prideful person. I try not to be, but I am. I'm also a trusting person, and it took me a long time to finally trust people. So when I believe someone, I have no doubts that they're truthful...and it hurts me, and my pride, when I realize I've been tricked. I'm tired of being the fool. How is it someone can think it's funny?

Crying doesn't help. I just get the sniffles. And hiccups. I have issues.