Wednesday, November 05, 2003

I don't deserve this. I really don't...

Wanting to cry just because. Rejection, loneliness, guilt, bitterness, fatigue, panic, cold, pain. I feel like I have arthritis. Somehow my legs don't work well anymore. I go up and down the stairs like Shereen now, according to Zach.

12 hours. 15 days. Too soon. Big Game Week coming. Too soon.

Have you ever just wanted to freeze time?

On a lighter note, I get YM and Maxim for free. Found a $40 BART ticket. I love my mittens.

Too late (or early?) to be blogging...more after my thoughts have time to coagulate. (look! Nutrisci10 word! what vitamin helps in the coagulation of blood...)