i just found a journal from when i first came to Cal. i was so stupid. but its interesting to hear a me from 4 years ago. same with re-reading my blog, although my private thoughts are even weirder.

i get so sad when people delete their blogs.

today's shb was sad mostly b/c the whole audience was crying. this may be my last shb...cleaned out my locker and everything.

i should try to keep a journal again, since i have a lot of stuff inside me i prolly shouldn't share with the world just yet. i'm sure i'll think that whatever i'm feeling now will be stupid in another 4 years.

i'm sad that i'm done with band, now that there are some people i'd like to get to know better, and watch flourish in the upcoming season.

i suck at zelda so far. it makes me jumpy. i hate spiders.

if anyone wants some studio supplies for cheap, email me. i have basswood, dowels of every size, boxes of acrylic, and whatever.

time to write down some thoughts on paper...