so tired. 6:00 donuts, ugh...

band is full of bitter, bitter, people...newmen and oldmen alike. of course, i'm one of them. but i still find satisfaction in this organization for the right reasons. :) i'm not in it for the personal glory, for the stupid politicky crap, or the perks. they're PERKS for a reason. i still love performing. and making my noise. so all you bitches who are so bitter and ruining it for others, just quit band or something. cuz let's face it, band is supposed to be FUN.

right?

too bad i've been so out of it lately. no energy...which is one reason why i was sooooo out of sorts when i had to go to the wbb game. all i wanted to do is sleep, and it just really got to me when i thought there were 3 other cymbals going, so i could cross my name out...and then i had to go. ugh. at least i didn't have to do the volleyball game...first time i ever(ish) got to just not show up. and i got SOOO much sleep. amazing, really.

tomorrow is OSU/HS band day. oy. i'm driving down with the van for fsu, so it turns out i'm not band-aiding. AND i get to go on march-up...although right now, i can't think of why that's so exciting. damn, i need sleep.

evenflow and black hole sun are alternately stuck in my head.

time to get my shit together. whoopee.

i pray i can wake up in time.